sometimes i really feel like pinching myself hard on the arm and tell myself, why are u so stupid, cant even do a simple thing right. it feels so bad when u know that one matter may cause ppl not to trust u anymore. whats worse is u know u cant salvage it, u just gotta leave it be. then ur pride gets crushed, and u feel so shallow.
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anyw, saw this really nice phrase/quote/whatever you call it on my brother's msn nick:
Good friends are like stars... you dont always see them, but they are always there.the first friend that came into my mind was mx. a simple msg at any random day and time can make my day, like the one she just sent me a few days ago, "i miss u!!! N everyone!!!"
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☆ plentiful tday - 11:09 pm